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Beginnings…an explanation

It’s now been a few days since I surprised the world by announcing the release of my first collection of poems.

Huge thanks to those who have already pre-ordered.

To those who may have been a little disappointed that it wasn’t a new novel that I was releasing, I humbly apologise and beg that you are patient with me a little longer.

I’m going to make myself vulnerable here and explain the background to Beginnings. Since last summer, when the Big Green Gummi Bear’s health began to decline, I have struggled with writing Book Baby 8. The creative juices just weren’t flowing and the creative fire became dull embers. My original plan had been that it would be Book Baby 8 that was released on 29th February 2024 but that wasn’t to be. My creative muses apparently had a different plan.

I parked Book Baby 8 for a few weeks late last summer then decided to type up what I had written and see if that triggered a fresh burst of creativity. So for several weeks I typed…. in fact I have over 30 000 words typed up. This helped me to re-connect with the tale but things with the Big Green Gummi Bear weren’t good and the real world had to be prioritised over my creative one for obvious reasons. Family had to come first.

At the start of December 2023 I picked up my pen again and began to make some progress once more….then Christmas hit…. and I stopped again…paused not stopped.

I had signed up to take part in Beth Kempton’s online Winter Writing Sanctuary over the latter part of the festive period. It’s a beautifully gentle way to stoke the creative fires. This year though the sparks it ignited were poetic ones and almost on a whim, I decided at the end of December that I would still self-publish on 29th February 2024 but it would be a collection of poems not prose. Cue a flurry of reviewing over 30 years worth of poems and deciding which ones to include and which to save for another day. Within two weeks, I had the project typed up, formatted, the cover designed ( the photo is one of my own so no licencing issues) and the paperback proof ordered. The speed that this project came together with was scary!

The plans are now all in place. Beginnings will be set free into the world on 29 February 2024.

The creative fires are gradually building and its time once more to pick up my pen and return to Book Baby 8. I might actually treat myself to a new pen in the hope that the words flow easier from it. (Weird writer quirk…just humour me on that)

With a bit of luck and a lot of self-discipline, I will have Book Baby 8 ready to release later this year. Wish me luck!

In the meantime, if you want to pre-order Beginnings, here’s the links

Beginnings – a collection of poems – Kindle edition by McCallum, Coral. Literature & Fiction Kindle eBooks @ Amazon.com.

Beginnings – a collection of poems eBook : McCallum, Coral: Amazon.co.uk: Kindle Store

There will be a paperback edition available in a few weeks.

Book Baby 8 update…..oh where to start….

The photo above is Book Baby 8..well as far as I have got with it for now. My original aspiration was to have it written and ready for release on 29 February 2024 but then “real life” got in the way and that’s not now going to happen.

As well as the two notebooks that make up about 40% of the first draft (best guesstimate), I have typed up most of that content. I’ll be open and honest- I haven’t written a word of it since 14 July 2023 and I haven’t typed a word since 20th October 2023.

I mentioned that “real life” got in the way….that may be a slight understatement. I don’t share too many details of my personal life in the posts on this blog but this post is one of the exceptions to that rule.

Cast your minds back to late August 2020 when the world was still pretty much in lockdown due to Covid. On 26th of August 2020, the Big Green Gummi Bear broke some news to me that imploded our family’s world. He had been diagnosed with a primary brain tumour and three weeks later, post-surgery, this was confirmed to be a stage 4 Glioblastoma. I’ll spare you the finer details. You can Google those at your leisure. Glioblastomas are evil tumours. It was a death sentence from the start. Only 25 % of people diagnosed with Glioblastoma see the first anniversary of their diagnosis.

And so began an emotional rollercoaster ride that lasted until 27th October 2023 when the Big Green Gummi Bear passed away peacefully in the care of our local hospice. Back in September 2020, he had been given 12-15 months to live but that wasn’t enough for him and he squeezed an extra 100 weeks into life.

Surrounded by family and friends, we celebrated his life on 10th November where there was laughter amid the tears. I hope it was a celebration that he would have approved of.

For most of that three-year emotional rollercoaster ride, I kept writing, using it as my escape from reality. I finished and published Book Baby 6. I wrote and published Book Baby 7. I started work on Book Baby 8…. but by mid-July I began to stress that I was making a mess of my first draft. Part of me thought about binning it but the more rational part said, “Pause” so that’s what I did. Conscious that I needed to feel as though I was still making progress, I decided to start to type up what I had written, setting myself small achievable word target goals.

Now, the goal is to pick up my pen again and finish that first draft. I’d like to think I can perhaps have it written by 29th February next year but now is not the time to self-impose deadlines on myself. Now is the time to heal and move forward as I take the first tentative steps away from that emotional rollercoaster and that is going to take time….

Please be patient with me and I’ll try to be patient with myself (something I am very bad it).

love n hugs to each and every one of you.

Coral xx