Monthly Archives: November 2023

The Measly Jar of Motivation – Someone Else’s Secret (flash fiction)

Gentle waves lapped at the pillars beneath the fishing pier. The pier stretched out in front of her, reaching out towards the watery horizon. As was her want, she had climbed up onto one of the concrete blocks at the base of one of the pillars, choosing one free from seaweed that was catching the early morning sun. The first hour after sunrise was her favourite time of day. All around her the world was wakening up. Off to her left, she could see a heron, wading leisurely through the shallows. The beach was virtually deserted, only the occasional fisherman standing on the shoreline.

It was a peaceful scene. A perfect picture of tranquillity.

With her sketchpad balanced on her knee and two spare pencils skewered through her messy hair bun, she worked swiftly to capture an image of the heron before it took flight.

A voice, an irate voice, shattered her concentration. Looking up from her drawing, she spotted a guy with shoulder length tousled blonde hair, wearing a dark suit with the trousers rolled up, wading through the water between the pillars. His black leather shoes were sticking out of his suit jacket pockets.

“It was our fucking wedding night, and you fucked my best man!” he ranted as he walked between two pillars a few metres from where she sat unseen.

He paused his stride while the other person, his bride, replied.

Slamming his fist off one of the pillars, he fumed, “Screw you! I’ll be speaking to my lawyer to get this farce of a marriage annulled. Have a nice life, Elizabeth.”

Ending the call, he hurled his phone out into the ocean.

Sitting in stunned silence, she watched as the rejected bridegroom headed off down the beach away from her. His aura was screaming hurt and anger around him.

A strange feeling crept over her. She felt as though she had intruded on a private moment for the stranger, a life changing moment. A moment that had left her with the feeling of carrying someone else’s secret. Part of her wanted to run after him and tell him it would all work out, but would it?…

While she had been distracted, the heron had flown away.

The scene from the beach was still eating at her as she opened up her coffee shop an hour later. Her overactive imagination had woven all sorts of scenarios around the snippet of conversation, but she still felt guilty about accidentally overhearing it in the first place. Telling herself that it was just a moment in time, and she’d never see the guy again, she flipped the closed sign over to open before opening the door to let the ocean air waft in.

Soon her morning regulars began to fill the tables. The coffee shop hummed around her with the buzz of conversation.

“Americano with an extra shot to go please.”

The voice sounded familiar.

Looking up she found herself face to face with the guy from the beach….

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Book Baby 8 update…..oh where to start….

The photo above is Book Baby 8..well as far as I have got with it for now. My original aspiration was to have it written and ready for release on 29 February 2024 but then “real life” got in the way and that’s not now going to happen.

As well as the two notebooks that make up about 40% of the first draft (best guesstimate), I have typed up most of that content. I’ll be open and honest- I haven’t written a word of it since 14 July 2023 and I haven’t typed a word since 20th October 2023.

I mentioned that “real life” got in the way….that may be a slight understatement. I don’t share too many details of my personal life in the posts on this blog but this post is one of the exceptions to that rule.

Cast your minds back to late August 2020 when the world was still pretty much in lockdown due to Covid. On 26th of August 2020, the Big Green Gummi Bear broke some news to me that imploded our family’s world. He had been diagnosed with a primary brain tumour and three weeks later, post-surgery, this was confirmed to be a stage 4 Glioblastoma. I’ll spare you the finer details. You can Google those at your leisure. Glioblastomas are evil tumours. It was a death sentence from the start. Only 25 % of people diagnosed with Glioblastoma see the first anniversary of their diagnosis.

And so began an emotional rollercoaster ride that lasted until 27th October 2023 when the Big Green Gummi Bear passed away peacefully in the care of our local hospice. Back in September 2020, he had been given 12-15 months to live but that wasn’t enough for him and he squeezed an extra 100 weeks into life.

Surrounded by family and friends, we celebrated his life on 10th November where there was laughter amid the tears. I hope it was a celebration that he would have approved of.

For most of that three-year emotional rollercoaster ride, I kept writing, using it as my escape from reality. I finished and published Book Baby 6. I wrote and published Book Baby 7. I started work on Book Baby 8…. but by mid-July I began to stress that I was making a mess of my first draft. Part of me thought about binning it but the more rational part said, “Pause” so that’s what I did. Conscious that I needed to feel as though I was still making progress, I decided to start to type up what I had written, setting myself small achievable word target goals.

Now, the goal is to pick up my pen again and finish that first draft. I’d like to think I can perhaps have it written by 29th February next year but now is not the time to self-impose deadlines on myself. Now is the time to heal and move forward as I take the first tentative steps away from that emotional rollercoaster and that is going to take time….

Please be patient with me and I’ll try to be patient with myself (something I am very bad it).

love n hugs to each and every one of you.

Coral xx

Allow me to introduce you to King Ragnar Lothbrok

There’s been a “Viking” invasion around here. The three existing locals were less than impressed!

Allow me to introduce you to King Ragnar Lothbrok, Ragnar for short. Well, it is an awfully big name for a little kitten. (OK, he’s not so little …..)

Is that name sounding vaguely familiar? If you watched the Amazon Prime series Vikings, it should do.

Yes, I named my new addition after the central character.

My Ragnar is a 16-week-old ball of mischievous fluff who is half-Maine Coon and half-Siberian by descent.

The historical King Ragnar, who features in Norse legends, was a Viking hero who raided the British Isles circa 790 AD. He is also famous for his sons, who included Ivar the Boneless, Bjorn Ironside and Sigurd Snake-in-the-Eye. (My Ragnar won’t be having any sons!) King Ragnar was Swedish/Danish by descent.

(credits to the owner- sourced via Google)

The Norse King Ragnar’s full name was Ragnar Hairy-Breeches Lothbrok. I drew the line at adding “Hairy Breeches” to the cat’s name although he is growing a fine pair!

When Ragnar Hairy Breeches raided Lindisfarne according to the TV show, he took one of the young monks hostage, and took him back to Kattegat as his slave and, in time, his friend. The fictional priest was called Althelstan.

(credits to the owner- sourced via Google)

I suspect in time young Ragnar may also find his Athelstan.

He has already found his friend Floki, although his Floki is a cuddly elephant and not a psychotic Viking boat builder.

(Credits to the owner -sourced via Google)

Have you seen The Little Shop of Horrors? Remember Audrey? …..

(credits to the owner via Google)

Who remembers Audrey from The Little Shop of Horrors?

That was a plant once seen, never forgotten!

Last year, I bought my father an exotic orchid for his 80th birthday and set him the challenge to get it to flower. For over a year, the plant just sat there and stubbornly refused to flower. Then my parents went on holiday. With a couple of weeks peace and quiet to itself, it began to grow….

At first it looked as if it was just growing 2 new leaves then the flower bud began to swell…..

As soon as I saw it, it reminded me of Audrey!

Over a few days, the bud grew and grew then began to open out. Had Audrey been reincarnated here?

FEED ME! …. remember the song?

Feed me, feed me, feed me
Feed me, Seymour, feed me all night long
That’s right, boy, you can do it
Feed me, Seymour, feed me all night long
‘Cause if you feed me, Seymour
I can grow up big and strong

I did begin to wonder if I should be concerned for my parents’ safety with “Audrey” sprouting merrily in their kitchen!

But lo and behold, the bud opened to reveal the most unusual flower!

The flower itself continued to grow…….

At the time of writing this blog it hasn’t consumed anyone…..yet!