Meet The Writer pt 11-15

Now for the final instalment in my Meet The Writer series that was first shared as part of a 15-day challenge on my author Facebook page back in July. Seems like a lifetime ago now…

#MeetTheWriter Day 11/15…MOVEMENT

Walking…meandering…. gives my mind space to drift off into the storyline. I often puzzle through the roadblocks of my writing as I meander after work. That daily post-work walk also serves to clear the day job out of my head and allow the creative spaces to open up again.

“Dancing” (I use the term loosely as I have very little sense of rhythm) at a gig helps in general. There’s a great sense of freedom in it. I love losing myself in the performance. Watching what is going on up on stage closely is also good research for my book babies, especially watching soundcheck when the chance arises.

#MeetTheWriter Day 12/15…FIRSTS…

Before I answer this one, I’ll give you a little background. I started to write my first novel in May 2013. Later that year I shared an excerpt from it with a close friend who encouraged me to keep chasing the dream. One small problem – I’m terrified of letting people read what I write. That’s a fear that’s still very real today but I’ve got better at dealing with it. My way of attempting to overcome it was to start my blog back on 29 Dec 2013. So to answer the question, this blog post was the first piece of writing I shared publicly https://coralmccallum.co.uk/2013/12/ The journey began right there..

#MeetTheWriter … DAY 13/15…DREAM

There’s two answers to this …humour me for a moment.

If I could turn back time, I would love to go back to my aunt’s house and sit and write out on her sun deck while I listened to the sounds of nature around me.

The current dream (and I will make it happen one day) is not to write at a specific desk but instead is to sit on my favourite beach, listening to the waves crashing in on the shore and just lose myself in the moment with my notebook and pen on my knee.

#MeetTheWriter DAY 14/15….ADVICE…

The best writing advice I have been given to date was given to me by one of my high school English teachers who told me to write about places I love and topics I am passionate about. I think it took me about 30 years to fully understand what he meant by it.

Another creative analogy that has stuck is the one about first drafts being like chucking sand into the sand box. There’s time to build castles later. I heed that one when at the end of an evening’s writing I start to doubt the quality of the words I’ve written.

#MeetTheWriter … Day 15/15… MIRROR

Oh good question to end this 15 days of #MeetTheWriter! I would like my writing to be described as genuine. I write from the heart. I strive to create believable, slightly flawed central characters (no one in this world is perfect) and I do my best to write about characters that people want to get to know. I’ve had several folk say to me that they want to hear the songs my rock stars sing. I’ve had folk sigh because they’ll never get to see Silver Lake or After Life or The RJ Band on stage. If I can evoke those feelings, along with the laughter and the tears, then I’m happy. The greatest compliment I’ve been paid to date came from someone at work. After I wrote Stronger Within they approached me in the staff restaurant and said they’d read my book and quite enjoyed it. They followed that comment up by adding that it had encouraged them to read other books. Job done! If I can make someone pick up a book, then that’s good enough for me.

Pawprints

You looked up into my eyes and I knew it was time.

I cradled you as my heart started to crumble.

Selfishly I wanted…needed…more time,

But my head spoke louder than my heart in the end.

As the drugs coursed through your tiny veins,

I stroked your dark head, still so soft.

I told you I loved you.

My heart broke as you slipped peacefully away.

My tears fell as you left your final tiny pawprints tattooed on my heart.

(Sioux  4 Nov 2004 – 6 Sep 2023)

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The Measly Jar of Motivation – The Magical Powers of a New Pencil (flash fiction)

Skliffing his feet through the piles of dry autumn leaves that littered his walk to school, he trudged along the road. He hated Wednesdays. It was the absolute worst day of the week! Even Mondays were better than Wednesdays.

On Mondays, they had a maths test in the morning. He loved maths! Numbers made perfect sense to him. Correct answers flew from his pencil into his jotter.

Tuesdays weren’t so bad. They had PE on Tuesday afternoons. He loved when they did gymnastics. He wasn’t so keen on team games. No one ever wanted him on their team, and he was always among the last to be picked.

The best thing about Thursdays was swimming and diving. He’d begged and pleaded with his mum and dad to be allowed to learn to dive. You had to be a certain height to join the diving club, but he was tall for his age, so he had been allowed to join a year before a lot of others who were his age. His coach said he might even make the team for the next competition at the end of the month.

Fridays were great. They had pizza on Fridays.

Weekends were ok, he supposed. Sometimes his older brother would take him with him when he went out with his mates, and he got to hang about with the kids who rode BMX bikes and did stunts at the skatepark. He’d got his own BMX for his birthday during the summer holidays, but he was still scared to try any tricks…. yet. Maybe next time….

He could see the school gates a few yards ahead of him.

He hated Wednesdays….

It was all because of a hat. He desperately wanted to be allowed to wear the Spelling Wizard hat for the day, but his letters came out in all the wrong places. Why couldn’t letters be smart like numbers and come out of the pencil into the jotter in the right order? Letters were evil but he really really wanted to wear the pointy hat. It reminded him of the Sorting Hat from Harry Potter, and he was sure if he just got the chance to wear it once then his letters would land in the right order on the page. It was usually Jennifer or Christopher who got to wear it. They always got all the words right. Sometimes they had to share the hat. One got to wear it for the morning and the other got to wear it in the afternoon. He wouldn’t mind having to share it.

All term he had tried everything to get full marks. He had even borrowed Jennifer’s pencil to see if that helped. If the letters came out of it in the right order for her then maybe, they might behave for him too. No such luck! He had only scored seven out of fifteen that week.

The bell rang as he entered the gates.

“Spelling jotters out, class,” instructed his teacher as soon as she had called out the register.

Bother Jennifer and Christopher were off ill! Maybe, just maybe, this was his chance to wear the hat.

He took a brand-new pencil out of his pencil case.

Taking extra care to make his writing neat, he wrote down his answers word by word as the teacher read them out to the class from her sheet. Before he handed his jotter in to be marked, he read down the list of words quickly. They looked right…

“Class, complete the sums that are up on the board, please. If you finish before the time is up, take one of the worksheets from the blue tray.”

He finished the twenty sums within minutes and was on his second worksheet from the tray by the time the teacher told them to close their maths jotters.

As she lifted the Spelling Wizard hat, he held his breath.

“We have a new wizard this week,” she announced. “This week’s spelling wizard is Ryan! Well done!”

The class all cheered as she placed the coveted hat on his head. He had finally done it.

Smiling out from under its wide brim, he said, “Thank you,” to the teacher before carefully putting his new pencil back into the pencil case. From now on, it was his “spelling pencil” because the letters knew how to come out of that one in the right order.

How many characters have you created?…

“How many characters have you created?” … that was the question that was put to me recently.

And the answer?…  I have no idea!

I have heard that there are authors out there who keep strict records of all their characters.

This author has scribbled notes on scraps of paper or post its stuffed into polypockets in the notebooks she has filled…. truth!

I do have a nice teal leather journal where I jot down potential character names and character traits or potential fictitious band names so perhaps there is a glimmer of hope. LOL

The question got me thinking about the various characters I’ve created over the past ten years or more. (If I go back far enough, its nearly 40 years for some aspects of Jake and Lori.)

I love the central characters on my book babies. The more I write about them and develop them, the more I begin to think about them as “real” people. As a writer, you spend as much time in your head with this “fictional family” as you do with your real family…sometimes more. Through time, thy take on personalities all of their own.

But what other minor characters have stuck with me?

The first to spring to mind is Reuben (Ben) Storm who made an appearance around Christmas 2018 in a short story I titled, A Party Dress, An Ugly Sweater And A Christmas Surprise.  Every now and then I think fondly of him and wonder what story he has to tell. There may be another outing for him one day…time will tell.

My dark angel, Anna, from my serialised vampire fiction Silently Watching is another favourite. It’s over nine years since I created her and began setting her free around various full moons. Like Reuben Storm, I feel she has a back story to tell us. Writing the Silently Watching instalments is always fun.

Thinking about minor characters in my book babies who have stolen my heart, Nana from Ellen is a standout. I love that little old lady!

Eden Friend, from Long Shadows, the final instalment of my Silver Lake series, is an intriguing young lady. I don’t want to give away any spoilers in case some Silver Lake lovers haven’t met her yet but she’s another one who could have more to say in due course.

The dark characters who were fun to write were Nicole Tonriverdi and Salazar Mendes, both from the Silver Lake series. Ms Tonriverdi may have had her day but with the right story, Sal’s past could be explored one day.

The more I pause to think about these characters, the more ideas are forming a queue in my imagination!

At the end of the day, no matter how many “people” I create, I’ll always be grateful to Lori Hyde and Jake Power for the creative path they set me on. Both of those characters had lived in my imagination for a very long time before I found the confidence to put pen to paper and set them free. Thank you will never seem enough to say to them.

I am currently working on Book Baby 8. There will be more news about it in due course and hopefully 2024 will see me share these characters with you. Time will tell…

Silently Watching Once In A Blue Moon – court is in session

Sitting in his assigned seat, Jem gazed around the circular court chamber. It was much bigger than he had anticipated. He had been brought down to the bowels of the castle around eight thirty by one of the minor court officials. Initially, he had been shown to the rooms he would share with Trine for the duration of the trial then a short while later, a second official had escorted him back up two floors to the court room.

The purebloods were all seated at a long, curved table facing towards the centre of the room and the rows of seats where the witnesses were gathering. Including Trine, they were all dressed in identical blue velvet robes. Something wasn’t right, he thought as he scanned the serene faces of the vampires. Quickly he counted them. Twelve. Someone was missing. Checking along the row, he realised that it was Alessandro who was conspicuous by his absence.

A large metal box sat in the centre of an intricate circular pattern drawn on the slate floor in the centre of the room. It was positioned directly in front of the pure bloods. Coils of red rope lay either side of it.

All around him, the air reeked of magic.

He turned his attention to the pure bloods who were quietly whispering among themselves. Stefan and his mother sat to the right of a large, bald, coloured gentleman. He assumed that he was Jefferson. To his left there was an empty seat then there was Michael. To his mother’s right sat a striking looking vampire who had to be Jai from India. At the far right of the table, Trine sat chatting to the gentleman beside her. Taking a guess, Jem figured it had to be Miguel.

Standing at intervals around the room were numerous court officials all dressed in identical black tailcoats and black trousers with red piping down the outside of their legs. They wore white high-collared shirts with white cravats. There were three officials who wore red cravats and Jem guessed that they must be the senior officials. Each of them held a wooden staff with an ornate silver top piece. All three were different.

Behind him, he heard the shuffling of feet as other witnesses took their seats. Once they were seated, Jefferson got to his feet and raised his hands. His height was what struck Jem first. The vampire stood at least seven feet tall. He was an imposing figure of a man.

Silence fell upon the chamber.

The three officials with the staffs, raised them then brought them down hard on the slate floor in unison as Jefferson recited an incantation in a language that Jem was unfamiliar with.

A shock wave reverberated through the chamber. He could almost see it ripple through the air.

“The chamber is now sealed,” declared Jefferson. He spoke with a deep warm American accent that revealed he was most likely originally from Louisiana or thereabouts. “The seal will remain unbroken until this trial concludes, a verdict is agreed upon and, if appropriate, the sentence laid out. The verdict of this trial must be reach by a majority of no less than three and there can be no abstentions.”

He paused to glance along the table.

“Some of you will have noticed that one of the thirteen has yet to take their seat,” he continued. “They are however present in the room so we can proceed. Michael, please bring the accused before us.”

With a nod, Michael got to his feet and walked round to stand in front of the metal crate. He kept his back to the witnesses as he removed the protection from the box and slid back the bolts. Stepping behind the door, he pulled it open, keeping it between himself and the opening.

Instantly a blood curdling scream filled the chamber as Alessandro emerged from inside the crate, dragging a furious Anna with him. With the rattle of the shackles echoing round the room, Alessandro pulled the dark angel to her feet and pushed her into position directly in front of Jefferson. She spat on him, screaming curses at the top of her voice.

Speaking in the same foreign tongue, Jefferson recited another incantation, weaving intricate magical symbols in the air with his huge hands. The cursing stopped. As silence fell, the shackles fell loose and the fine chains that had been binding Anna’s arms and wings disappeared.

Free from his charge for the first time in six long months, Alessandro stood rubbing his wrists for a moment before bowing to the table of pure bloods.

“Please excuse me un momento,” said the Italian vampire politely.

“You are excused for ten minutes, Alessandro,” advised Jefferson, indicating that he could leave the room.

“Grazie.”

Less than ten minutes later, Alessandro returned to the court room, dressed in his blue robes and took his seat at the table. In the interim, two of the officials had removed the metal box.

Anna stood still and silent in a pentagram that had been drawn on the floor directly in line with the centre of the table.

Clearing his throat, Jefferson addressed the room, “Court is now in session. The trial of our sister Anna, daughter of Trystan, has now commenced. The list of charges is lengthy and runs to more than a hundred individual breaches of the code of conduct that we are bound by. There is a full list of these charges in front of each of you but for the benefit of our guests, each golden rule has been broken on multiple occasions. There are five charges listed where all the rules were broken simultaneously by the actions of our sister.”

He paused.

“This trial will be lengthy. It will be complex. There will be hours of testimony and debate, but I implore each of you to stick to the facts as they are presented in this chamber over the coming days, weeks, months…”

Again, he paused.

“While the court is in session, our sister Anna will remain standing within the sacred symbol as she is now. Enchantments prevent her from moving from this spot during the session. Enchantments will also force her to speak her whole truth. Should she attempt to lie, she will be instantly punished by the magic that binds her to the pentagram. In due course, if any of our witnesses are called to stand before the Thirteen, the same laws apply. If there are no questions, we shall commence.”

No one spoke.

“I call our first witness…”

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Meet The Writer pt 6-10

A new month beckons so time to share the next instalment of my Meet The Writer series. As I mentioned last month, this was first shared as a 15-day challenge on my author Facebook page back in July. The final instalment will be shared next month.

#meetthewriter Day 6/15 – MUSIC….

this question made me smile. Those who know me personally already know the answer. It’s no secret that I love my rock music. My books (so far) all centre around music so listening to music aids the creative process. Alexa is my musical writing buddy! (And my work buddy for during the day job) I’d be here all day trying to name everyone who’s on my playlist! Ok- there’s a fair bit of Alter Bridge, Black Stone Cherry, Halestorm, Rival Sons, Dirty Honey, Cardinal Black, Kris Barras…..I could go on and on and on…Read my music blog https://the525toglasgow.wordpress.com/ and you’ll get the gist of it. If I’m writing outdoors, I do however prefer the sounds of nature around me.

#meetthewriter Day 7/15….LIFE….

I love “meandering” – going for a leisurely walk especially after a day logged on at work as it clears the “workday” from the rest of the day. I love to walk along the beach and feel sand under my feet. It grounds me. I also enjoy wandering through woodland. Most mornings I start the day with some yoga and a short yoga meditation combined with some Reiki.

I love reading. My kindle is never far away, and I have a house full of books of all genres.

I’m also a keen amateur photographer. You don’t want to know how many photos are on my phone!

As I mentioned before I love music and I also collect vinyl. I really do need to find a better way to store it….

I love going to gigs as time allows and I review those on my music blog The525to Glasgow.

Something you might not know is that I also run a real-life rock star’s fan page on FB and a sister account on Instagram. That FB page has a following of over 60k…..if only my author page could catch up LOL

Suffice to say…life’s busy.

#meetthewriter Day 8/15.WORDS….

what do I write…. well, my novels (so far) have all been contemporary romance along a rock music theme. Admittedly Riley is a bit different to the others. I try to write “real” believable characters into my book babies.

I blog and if you’ve explored that then you already know it’s an eclectic mix of all sorts. I do tend to have fun with different genres on there especially my Silently Watching serialised vampire fiction that has been running for 9 years now.

I also write poetry. In fact, I was published as a poet before I wrote any of my book babies.

I write music blogs too for my The525toGlasgow blog that chronicle the gigs I attend.

I journal extensively. It’s a great coping mechanism. I also write a diary every night before bed.

I kind of feel I should add that I write my Tesco list every week too! LOL

#MeetTheAuthor Day 9/15… TOOLS….

I’ve mentioned before I write all my first drafts longhand so the weapons of creation of choice are usually pens with brightly coloured ink. Black and blue are too boring! Invariably the ink is purple but, I’ll let you into a wee secret, I always write the first drafts of the Silently Watching stories in green ink. 🙂

I’ve written my way through more pens than I care to think of. I’m a sucker for pens so I’ve dozens but for Book Baby 8 I’m using Zebra Fountain Pens in purple ink. Yup- real old school with a nib pen.

I’ve stayed loyal to Pukka notepads for my writing. I started Stronger Within in one and have stuck with them. I buy them in 5’s – all the same colour. I love a good Back To School stationery sale! For my blogs I tend to use slightly fancier notebooks. Normal blog posts get written at the front and gig reviews at the back.

My Continue the Story journal is the exception in a way. I always write in pencil in it.

#MeetTheWriter Day 10/15. TALISMAN…

Today’s question kind of stopped me in my tracks. I am a creature of habit. I am one of those annoying people you could just about set your watch to. I like my things to be about me and to be in their place (even if it could be argued as being cluttered) but the honest answer to this question is …no. Unless you count a glass of water, juice, mug of coffee or glass of wine. Once I get into my “writing head” I’m in those pages and the world about me has been shut out so the surroundings don’t really matter much.

Silently Watching Once In A Blue Moon

Streaks of sunset colours stretched across the darkening skies as Jem sat on the beach, gazing out across the river. It had been a glorious late summer day. Using a spell he’d taught himself from one of Meryn’s books, he had disguised his wings and spent a peaceful few hours running his favourite forest trails behind the village, taking care to watch his speed if there was anyone in sight. No one had given him a second glance. It had felt good to step back into the “human” world and to escape the looming vampire drama.

Behind him, in the beach hut, Trine was busy making preparations for their departure. He had no idea how long they would be gone.

They had both been summoned back to the castle.

An autumnal chill had already seeped into the chambers of the castle as the sun set. As she walked along the narrow hallway to Stefan’s study, Meryn shivered. Without bothering to knock, she entered the room, smiling when she felt the warmth from a large log that was blazing in the fireplace.

“Perfect timing, Meryn,” complimented Stefan warmly. He was standing at the sideboard pouring two generous goblets of blood infused wine. “How was your journey?”

“Tiring,” confessed the vampiress, sinking into one of the chairs beside the fire. “And I miss the Italian heat already.”

“And how is Alessandro?” quizzed Stefan, handing her one of the crystal goblets.

“Anxious to return for the trial,” replied Meryn. “The past six months have drained both of us.”

“I can only imagine,” nodded the senior vampire as he took the seat opposite her. “Any news of Anna to share?”

“Only that she may detest Alessandro more than she does me,” laughed Meryn. “He’s done well to stay shackled to her for so long.”

“He has indeed. His quick actions when she appeared that night are to be commended. If he hadn’t acted as fast who knows what would have happened.”

“We’d still have captured her,” stated Meryn, recalling the scene in the ruined chapel clearly. “Michael and I were only a fraction of a second behind him with the same incantation.”

“True,” nodded Stefan. “The speed of his Italian tongue served him well.”

Pausing first to enjoy a mouthful of her wine, Meryn asked, “Are the preparations complete for his arrival here with her?”

“Almost. Michael is still in New York. By tomorrow night when Alessandro arrives, we will have thirteen full blooded vampires here. Michael will bring both him and Anna once everyone else has arrived. When they get here, I will have the castle fully sealed in so no one can leave or enter. There will be a second seal around the court once we are all inside.”

“I hope that’s enough. She’s resourceful and powerful,” commented Meryn. “And devious.”

“That she is.”

They sat in companionable silence for several minutes before Meryn asked, “Have Trine and Jem arrived yet?”

“They should be here shortly.”

“Thank you for letting them enjoy the summer in their own home.”

“No need to thank me,” said Stefan softly. “Their relationship is blooming. We need to nurture it. We also need to think about strengthening the bloodline. They are a good match for each other.”

“Strengthening the bloodline?” echoed Meryn, somewhat taken aback by the comment. “But Jem’s not a pure blood.”

“That’s where you may be wrong, my dear. He has your pure blood flowing in his veins. Add in the improvements our friend made, albeit without his full consent, I want to test his blood once the trial is over. I am confident that Anna’s actions have purified your son’s blood and removed all human traits.”

Masking her emotions, Meryn continued, “After what happened to Isabella, surely you wouldn’t risk Trine’s life by putting her through a pregnancy?”

“If it was something our young lovers wanted, I wouldn’t be against it.”

“I’m not sure if it’s something Jem would want,” she said quietly. “He still grieves for his original family. His wife. His children. I don’t know if he would risk losing all he has with Trine for the sake of strengthening the bloodline.”

“And I wouldn’t dream of interfering. Equally though, I won’t stand in their way.”

“Hmm,” mused Meryn, turning her gaze back to the flames dancing in the hearth.

Fury was blazing in her green eyes as she pulled the chains hard, drawing Alessandro within inches of her face.

“Bastardo!” spat the dark angel, her tone dripping with venom. “Figlio di puttana!”

Stepping back with ease, Alessandro laughed in her face.

“Is that the best you can do, mia cara?” he challenged as he cast another strengthening spell on the chains under his breath. “Only a few hours more then we leave this beautiful tower.”

Anna hissed at him.

“Haven’t you been well cared for during the stay?” he continued. “You’ve been nursed back to full health Signora Meryn. You’ve been fed the finest of meals. You’ve been served the best Italian wines heavily infused with fresh blood daily. You’ve been allowed to bathe regularly and now have a full wardrobe of designer gowns to replace those rags you arrived in.”

“And I’ve been less than six feet from you at all times!” snarled Anna. “I had more freedom under Meryn’s fucking dome than this!”

“Freedom has to be earned, mia cara,” he reminded her. “And it’s a right you lost your entitlement to a very long time ago.”

“Thanks to you and that interfering bitch!”

No,” disagreed Alessandro. “Thanks to your own inability to bide by the rules. Your freedom is a matter for the court to decide. Now, I suggest you rest. We leave tomorrow and it won’t be a pleasant journey for either of us.”

Hand in hand, Trine and Jem touched down lightly on the ramparts of the castle near their suite of rooms as the last light faded from the sky.

“Home sweet home,” declared Jem, a hint of sarcasm to his tone.

“Not anymore,” sighed Trine, squeezing his hand. “My home’s with you in your beach hut.”

“Our beach hut,” he corrected with a smile. “How long do you think Stefan will keep us here?”

“I have no idea,” confessed Trine sadly as she gazed out over the mountains. “Tomorrow’s full Blue Moon is only the start.”

“Have you seen other trials here?”

The ice maiden shook her head, “I believe there was one when I was about three or four years old. I don’t remember it. I vaguely remember my father being away for what felt like a long time.”

“Didn’t you see him while the trial was going on?”

Trine shook her head again, “The court chambers get sealed until the trial is over. No one enters. No one leaves. The whole castle gets sealed in too.”

“Wonderful….”

“I have been in the chambers once,” she revealed with a mischievous smile. “I must have been about ten years old. I was exploring the castle. Avoiding lessons and most likely my maths tutor. I found it by chance. It’s an entire suite of rooms. It’s not like your human court rooms. These court chambers are huge.”

“Where is it?”

“In one of the basement levels…well its spread over at least two of them,” she explained as they walked along the ramparts towards their rooms.

“One of them?”

“This castle runs very deep into the mountain.”

“How deep?”

“That I don’t know but there’s more below ground than there is above,” Trine revealed. “Sometimes its best not to ask too many questions. Several levels are sealed by enchantments. I’ve never reached the deepest level. There was always one more staircase…” She paused as he opened the door to the stairwell outside their rooms. “As long as we’re together, we’ll be fine.”

“I hope so,” he sighed, closing the door behind them.

Having freshened up, Trine and Jem made their way through the castle to Stefan’s study. It might have been his imagination, but Jem felt as it there was a different energy to the castle. The corridors seemed more alive and everywhere appeared to be more brightly lit. As they walked, they passed several servants carrying trays or piles of bed linen, making him wonder how many “guests” were expected for the trial.

When they entered the warm study, both of them were surprised to find Meryn sitting by the fireplace.

“When did you get here?” squealed Trine rushing to hug the older woman.

“Earlier this evening,” Meryn replied, setting down her glass and getting to her feet. “Jem…”

Slightly hesitantly, Jem stepped forward to hug his mother while Trine and her father embraced. As the vampiress held him in her arms, she whispered, “My study before first light.”

“Wine?” offered Stefan warmly. “Supper will be served shortly.”

“I’ll pour,” said Trine, smiling at her father. “We hunted before we left. I wasn’t sure if there would be time once we got here.”

“Same,” said Meryn, retaking her seat and smoothing out her skirts.

“Tonight is your last chance until the trial is over and the verdict delivered,” stated Stefan solemnly. “None of us will starve though, I promise.”

“Has she arrived yet?” asked Jem cutting to the chase as Trine passed him a goblet of blood infused wine.

“Alessandro will arrive with her tomorrow. Michael will fetch them when he returns from New York,” replied Stefan.

“Who is he bringing with him?” asked Meryn, curiosity getting the better of her.

“He’s been extending my invites to the trial. Invitations were issued to Manuela and Miguel from Buenos Aires along with Jean-Claude and Amelie from Paris. They arrived yesterday. He reached out to William and Hannah from Boston. They will arrive tonight. He’s still trying to locate Jefferson.”

“I thought he was in New Orleans?” mused Meryn.

“He was until about two weeks ago when he left. Michael has tracked him as far as New York but is still searching for him.”

“And if he doesn’t find him?” quizzed Meryn, raising an eyebrow at Stefan.

“He’ll find him,” assured the senior vampire confidently.

“That’s still only twelve,” commented Meryn. “You’ve mis-counted.”

“Not at all. Jai from Mumbai was already here,” countered Stefan. “He’s been in his tower for most of the summer with three students he brought with him from India.”

“Any witnesses to be called during the trial?” Jem enquired casually, still trying to determine how a vampire court trial compared to its human counterpart.

“Several but no other pure bloods,” replied Stefan. “We need thirteen pure bloods to allow the court to sit according to our laws. It’s a similar process to your high court. A bit like a jury, if you like.”

Their conversation was interrupted by the arrival of two servants with trays of supper and more wine. There was no further discussion about the trial while they ate. Instead, Stefan quizzed the younger vampires about their simple beach lifestyle, expressing interest in the improvements they had made to the beach hut since his last visit.

“Do you see yourselves living there forever?” he asked casually as he set aside his napkin.

“Forever is a long time, Father,” said Trine softly. “For now, its home.”

The senior vampire smiled at his daughter, pleased that she had referred to the simple hut as “home”. He glanced across the table at Meryn who rolled her eyes at him.

Satisfied that Trine was sound asleep, Jem slipped out of bed shortly before sun rise. Soundlessly, he made his way through the castle to his mother’s tower. As he climbed the narrow spiral stone staircase, he wondered for the thousandth time why she had asked him to meet her in secret.

The heavy oak door swung open as he raised his hand to knock. With a glance round to ensure no one was watching, he slipped inside. His mother was sitting by her fireplace in a long dark blue velvet robe. Her long dark hair hung in a thick braid over her shoulder.

“Morning, mother,” he greeted as he crossed the room to sit opposite her.

“Good morning. Tea?” she offered with a soft smile.

“No, thanks. Maybe later.”

“We don’t have much time,” began Meryn, keeping her voice hushed. “I need to enter the court chambers before the sun is fully over the horizon, as does Trine. Pure blood requirement.”

“She mentioned it,” he replied calmly. “Said someone will come and fetch me and take me to join you about an hour later.

“Exactly,” said Meryn. “And you need to be prepared. Mentally prepared. This trial will be complex. Pay close attention at all times when you are in front of the pure bloods in the chamber. This trial will bring your very vampire existence into question.”

“I’d expected that.”

“But don’t expect Stefan to honour your deal. He has other plans for you.”

“Like what?” quizzed the runner, a wave of anxiety crashing through him.

“If I know him,” continued Meryn. “He’ll vote to get your bloodline tested and try to get you declared a pure blood.”

“Can he do that?”

“That infuriating meddling man can do anything he wants!” Meryn paused. “And he wants you and Trine to continue the bloodline.”

“He wants what?”

“You heard me, son. Now. as far as I’m concerned, that’s between you and Trine and none of his damn business.”

Pausing to digest what his mother had just revealed, Jem sat gazing into the fireplace watching small flames dancing along the edge of a burning log.

“Jem, keep your wits about you around Anna in court too. She can still weasel her way into your mind and twist your words as you give your statement of truth. Do not let her or anyone else, except perhaps me, enter your mind. Do you remember the incantation I taught you to seal your mind from scrying?”

He nodded.

“If you need to use it, be discreet. There are strict rules about the use of magic inside the court chamber.”

“Should I seal it before I enter?”

“No, because I might need to communicate with you,” she replied, glancing out of the window. “Go! It’s getting light.”

Without a word, he rose and left the room, his mother’s words playing over and over in his mind as he returned to his own chambers.

Shortening the chains, Alessandro drew the writhing, screaming Anna towards him. A large metal crate sat in the middle of the room.

“I will not go in that fucking box!” she screamed, her tone piercing straight through him.

“Ma’am,” interrupted Michael, politely.  “You are both going in “that fucking box” as you so politely put it.”

Right on cue, Alessandro rattled off an incantation in rapid Italian, sending thin, unbreakable chains coiling round her, trapping her arms and her majestic wings.

“The more you struggle, mi acara, the tighter they get,” he cautioned as Michael held open the side of the crate.

Cursing loudly in Italian, Alessandro wrestled the squirming dark angel into the crate, folding himself in curled around her. The instant they were both inside, Michael slammed the door shut, threw the bolts home and sealed the box in an impenetrable shell.

Next, he fastened the box to the harness he was wearing under his coat, using thick read twisted ropes that were secured at each side. Standing on top of the metal box, Michael drew his wings around him as he chanted the spell Stefan had given him to reduce the weight. The world went dark around him as magic hummed under the leather soles of his boots.

The room stood empty. A single purple tipped feather lay on the floor.

The Measly Jar of Motivation – Inside Out

Night had long since descended. As she gazed out of the tenth-floor window, she could see the lights from the town twinkling below. Tiny cars were making their way along the roads. Everything looked so normal. It all looked the same. Nothing had changed yet at the same time, everything had changed. A huge crushing weight of responsibility had settled on her slender shoulders. Although this was a moment she had dreamt of and longed for, now that it was real, she was scared. Could she really do this? What if she failed? What if she wasn’t good enough? What if she couldn’t cope?

Behind her, the baby began to cry loud piercing wails as he squirmed in his clear plastic hospital crib.

Without hesitation, she scooped him up and cradled him in her arms, swaying gently from side to side to rock him back to sleep. Could she really do this alone?

She glanced down at his head covered in downy white, blonde hair, his angry red face, his tiny, clenched fists.

Her eyes caught sight of a label. His tiny white vest was on inside out. What kind of mother was she going to make if she couldn’t even put his first vest on the right way round?

Suddenly the familiar world outside the window seemed dark and scary and completely overwhelming.

“What are you doing out of bed? It’s late. You should try to get some rest,” scolded the midwife softly.

“But he was crying…”

“Let me settle him tonight. You need to rest. You’ve had a long emotional day,” stated the midwife stepping closer.

Wearily, she handed the fractious baby, her three-hours old son, to the midwife.

“Now, do we have a name yet?” asked the midwife, accepting the baby into her arms.

“Oliver,” she replied quietly as she smiled at her son. Allowing her mind to remember her late partner momentarily as she wrestled with her grief, then she added, “After his dad.”

“It’s a good name,” nodded the midwife as baby Oliver’s cries began to subside. “Now, bed. Sleep. Rest. The world will look less daunting in the morning.”

“I hope so…”