The Measly Jar of Motivation – how would you take special care of yourself for a day?

And that really is a challenge!

Anyone who knows me personally would most likely tell you that I’m historically not the best at taking “special care” of myself. I am passionate about wellbeing and for the past couple of years have been focused on making sure that my “personal battery” is well cared for and kept charged. Well, I’m trying to focus on that.

Throughout the majority of The Big Green Gummi Bear’s terminal illness, I was running on fumes. It’s only now, when I reflect back, that I can acknowledge that I burned out towards the end of 2021 and then kept going for two more years. Life really didn’t leave me any other choice.

That level of burn out (emotional and physical) takes time to recover from and it’s something that on many levels, I am still healing from.

So, if I had my ideal day to take “special care” of myself, how would I spend it?

There’s an obvious answer – I’d click my flip flops together three times and transport myself to the beach at my happy place.

I’ll resist choosing that option and instead describe a day spent at home.

Let’s imagine that it’s Monday and I have a “rest day” off work and the whole day to do as I want.

My day would start off gently with some yoga, most likely Yin Yoga as I would have the luxury of more time than I do most mornings, followed by a short chakra meditation combined with some crystals and some self-channelled Reiki energy. When I have finished my yoga and meditation, I would journal about the session and set an intention for the day. This is something I do every day, recording it in my gratitude journal. The intention doesn’t need to be complicated. It might be one word or a short phrase like “I will be gentle with myself today” or I will be kind to myself” or “I am worthy”. I would also draw an oracle card for the day from my preferred deck.

The next act of special care on the agenda is a long hot shower followed by breakfast – OJ, black coffee and a toasted cinnamon raisin bagel with a few rashers of smoked streaky bacon or pancetta. (I never said that I was necessarily going for the healthiest option here.)

I would then spend the rest of the morning doing something creative, either preparing a blog for posting or working on my current book baby. If the weather was being kind and was warm and sunny, breakfast and this creative time would be spent outside at the picnic table in the garden with my cats milling about.

I’ll assume for the purposes of this blog that it’s a beautiful warm summer day,

Lunch would be a simple affair- caprese salad, yogurt, an apple and a bottle of flavoured water. (I’m a big fan of Waterdrop tablets so who knows what flavour the water might be). I’d read my kindle while I was eating lunch outdoors.

After lunch, I would continue to read my book for a while in sun before setting off for a walk along the coastal road to the beach. This stretch of beach is quite short but it’s just enough to feed my inner “beach bum”. As I walk along the sand I’d scour the beach for sea glass, searching in particular from some blue sea glass.  By the time I arrive back home a couple of hours later I could easily have walked five miles.

If time allowed, I’d relax with another drink of water, a handful of plain Pringles and my kindle until it was time to cook dinner. I enjoy cooking so making a meal isn’t a chore.

After dinner I’d feed my creative soul and spend time working on my current book baby. As this is my ideal day, the words would flow effortlessly onto the page…if only!

Around 9pm I would put down my pen and spend an hour or so relaxing by watching TV with the Boy Child. This may also involve a glass of white wine and a few more plain Pringles (I’ll admit to a weakness for plain Pringles)

Before bed, I would write my gratitude journal for the day- best moment of the day, three things I’m grateful for and three things I’m looking forward to. I would also write my diary. (I’ve kept a daily diary for over 40 years) then read a few more pages of my book before turning out the light and enjoying eight hours of uninterrupted sleep. Oh well, a girl can dream!

That would be a good day though.

How would you spend a day taking “special care” of yourself?                              

Silver Lake Book Tour 2025

Part of the beauty of visiting Rehoboth Beach, DE, where my Silver Lake series is largely set, is visiting places that appear in the books.

I was fortunate enough last summer to visit several of them and to revisit many of those again this year but a dull day that threatened the area with rain gave me the opportunity to visit one about 12 miles out of town.

For those of you who have read the entire series, you may recall Jethro taking Jake for a nature trail walk in Shattered Hearts, book 4 in the series.

For those who haven’t read the books, here’s an extract that mentions my destination for the day –

He barely registered what direction they were travelling in and only realised that the car had stopped when Jethro declared. “We’re here. Let’s walk.”

“Where are we?” asked Jake, gazing round as he climbed out of the car.

“Prime Hook National Wildlife Refuge,” replied Jethro as he locked the car. “Lots of nice peaceful trails to walk. A good place to walk and talk without interruptions.”

“Don’t think I’ve ever been out here,” mused Jake. “Might have been here on a field trip as a kid.”

“Follow the signs for the Pine Grove Trail,” instructed Jethro, pointing to a path that led into the trees.

Nodding, Jake stuffed his hands in his pockets and set off along the trail. With dry crisp leaves crunching beneath their feet, they walked in silence for a few minutes. Around them, they could hear birds in the trees. Giving nature’s magic time to relax Jake a little, Jethro bided his time before saying, “If the story Jim and Grey told me is accurate, when we get back to the studio, we are calling the police, son.”

Jake merely shrugged his shoulders.

Prime Hook National Wildlife Refuge is a 10 000-acre sanctuary for migratory birds. It was established in 1963 by President John F Kennedy and contains a wide variety of natural habitats including freshwater and salt marshes. There’s woodlands and grasslands and ponds that among them are home to around 270 species of birds, reptiles, amphibians and mammals… and insects that bite!

It’s a vast site and to do it justice you really would need several hours to explore.

In Shattered Hearts, I mentioned on specific area –

They walked on towards Fleetwood Pond in silence. As the still pond came into sight, Jake said, “The day that hornet stung me, she was out at JJL.”

By sheer luck, we parked at the spot that natural routed to Fleetwood Pond!

I didn’t have the luxury of a whole day to explore sadly. Instead, I had a couple of hours to walk the trails, keeping my eyes peeled for wildlife. Like my trip to Gordon’s Pond last year, I encountered a problem. Most of the seabirds seemed to be MIA. I did see an osprey soaring overhead, quietly surveying its territory. There were numerous dragonflies flitting about. In the bushes beside the pond, small birds were singing. In the woodland areas, there were deer quietly going about their day.

It really was the perfect location to meander and to think.

I could almost hear Jake and Jethro ahead of me on the trail.

There was one essential item that I forgot to take with me. Bug spray!

Let’s just say that the mosquitos at Prime Hook fed well on Scottish blood that day!

For more info on Prime Hook please see link below-

Prime Hook National Wildlife Refuge | U.S. Fish & Wildlife Service

If you’ve not caught up with the Silver Lake series yet, the books can be ordered worldwide using the links below

Amazon.com links –

Stronger Within – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00VXDSC1M

Impossible Depths – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01C0GS30K

Bonded Souls – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B06XSQHG71

Shattered Hearts – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07ZY8ZSDM

Long Shadows – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08RR1FGLG

Amazon.co.uk links  –

Stronger Within – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B00VXDSC1M

Impossible Depths – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B01C0GS30K

Bonded Souls – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B06XSQHG71

Shattered Hearts – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B07ZY8ZSDM

Long Shadows – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B08RR1FGLG

Blue Beach Time (poem)

A sea of blue

Blue chairs

Blue umbrellas

Blue skies

Blue ocean

Blue aura

A sea of calm

Beach Time….

This year when it came to choosing a destination for my summer holiday (summer vacation) believe it or not, I did pause to think twice.

Should I go back?…

My heart screamed a resounding “YES!” so I listened to it.

As a result, at the end of last month, I found myself back in my “happy place”, walking through the pages of my Silver Lake books.

I returned to Rehoboth Beach, Delaware in the USA.

Perhaps I am biased after all these years but there’s something magical about that small town. It’s some 45 years since it stole a piece of my heart as a 10-year-old.

When I saw the first road signs for Rehoboth Beach as I was driven down the Coastal Highway, my heart skipped a beat.

What if the magic was gone?…

I needn’t have worried. As soon as my toes sank into the soft warm sand, I knew I was back in the right place.

My soul sighed with contentment.

I spent 11 days soaking up the sun (and some thundery rain that soaked me to the skin), living and breathing the pages of my novels.

This year, as well as feeling as if I was walking through the lives of Jake and Lori, I also felt as if I was looking out for scenarios that the characters could naturally slot into.

**** slight spoiler alert ahead if you’ve not read all the books ****

When I was in the amusement arcades with my cousin and her young son, I could picture Jake there with his kids. I could almost see his patience being tested as Jesse played “the claw” machines, determined to win a certain plushie or more tickets.

On the beach one morning, I watched the lifeguards teaching the younger kids who had signed up for the Junior Lifeguard Program. Would that be something that Jake and Lori’s kids would want to do? Would they be encouraged to do it?

Watching the Rehoboth Beach Patrol lifeguards working, I wondered if Grey’s daughter, Becky, would enjoy a summer being a lifeguard or Melody perhaps. Were Grey or Rich or Paul or Jake lifeguards in their earlier lives?

The creative wheels began to turn…

All too soon it was time to say goodbye to my happy place.

Til next time, Rehoboth Beach.

If you’ve missed the Silver Lake series and want to check it out, here’s the link-

Amazon.com links –

Stronger Within – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00VXDSC1M

Impossible Depths – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01C0GS30K

Bonded Souls – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B06XSQHG71

Shattered Hearts – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07ZY8ZSDM

Long Shadows – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08RR1FGLG

Amazon.co.uk links  –

Stronger Within – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B00VXDSC1M

Impossible Depths – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B01C0GS30K

Bonded Souls – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B06XSQHG71

Shattered Hearts – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B07ZY8ZSDM

Long Shadows – https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B08RR1FGLG

Meet The Author 2025 – pt 3

A lotus flower

The last few years have been beyond challenging on a personal level and in a creative sense as time moved on I became further and further stuck in the mud and the words refused to flow freely. Now, over the past few months, the lotus blossom is slowly emerging from the mud and the words are beginning to flow. I’m hoping in time to see the lotus bloom in time🪷

I’ve thought about this one on and off all day. .. 🤔

I’ve always been open on my Author page and my blog about myself so it’s beyond difficult to think of something that I’ve not already shared

As its mental health awareness week, it feels right to say that my key coping mechanism is journaling. I’ve kept a daily diary since 1982 but over recent years have journaled extensively. Maybe one day I’ll share them with the world.

I get the most support from my friends and family. Without my Infamous Five I wouldn’t have got this far. I draw support from this Facebook author community and from the lovely reviews that are left online for my book babies. Those honest words help to fuel the fire of my creativity.

The dream would be to see my books on the shelves in bookstores.

For now the immediate dream is to get book baby 9 over the line. It’s getting there but it’s just taking more time than I’d like.

Oh…. 🤔

Respected, entertaining and heartfelt

As for where you can find more of my words….Amazon or here on my blog 😀

Summer This or That…just for fun

Beach or Pool?

Beach every time! Love the feel of the warm sand under my toes, the sound of the waves crashing ashore and the breeze off the ocean. Bliss!

Bookstore or Library?

Bookstore. I gave up going to the library a very long time ago because I ended up in the bookstore buying the books I’d borrowed and returned from the library. I need my own copies. I’m weird that way.

Ice Cream or Popsicles?

To be honest, I can live without either but I do enjoy the occasional vegan ice cream.

Sunset or Sunrise?

Ideally both. I’m greedy that way! I love the peace of a beach sunrise that promises a new day ahead. I also love the weary warmth of a beautiful sunset at the end of a perfect day.

Walks on the beach or Hikes in the mountains?

Walks on the beach. I love grounding myself with a walk along the beach. I love the feeling of the damp sand under my bare feet and the ocean waves gently lapping over my skin.

Ebook/Audiobook or Actual Book?

Ebook generally, especially if I’m travelling or sitting on the beach or outside in the sun. I love an actual book too but never ever an audiobook.

Get up early or Sleep in late?

Get up early, some mornings earlier than others. I’ve never been one for sleeping late unless I’m ill.

Fireworks or Fireflies?

I associate fireflies/lightning bugs with summer. I love to watch them flitting about at dusk whenever I get the chance. Fireworks mean Gut Fawkes Night and winter to me.

Sports or Concert?

No surprises with this answer – concert! I love my live music.

Bookmark or Dog Ear?

Bookmark…always bookmark. Readers who dog ear pages should be banned from bookstores and libraries for life!

Independence Day (acrostic poem)

Invitation to all to invade the beach

Not a square inch to spare

Decisions… Decisions about where to stop

Eventually settling on a sandy sunny spot

Preparations are key

Everything is set up just so

No tents allowed…sorry Mr Lifeguard

Duly noted, sir

Equilibrium restored

Now to soak up some sun

Charging my batteries

Emotionally restored

Daring to hope for a better life

Anxious about what my future holds

You have this under control, girl.

Meet the Writer 2025 – pt 2

Oh good question! Being settled at my writing desk after dinner with my favourite playlist on definitely helps. Thinking through what I plan to write while I’m out walking also helps. If I’m not in the mood to work on my current book baby, I’ll write something else but I try to always write something daily

Music, the beach, love….

These are the themes at the heart of all my book babies so far along with believable characters for you to fall in love with.

Oh this is a cruel question.

In all honesty, I’m happy at having written my own. I’m me so why would I want to have written anyone else’s? I might only earn pennies in royalties most months but I’m proud to have written my own books and to have told my stories

A friend shared the photo below on their Facebook feed as I was starting my writing journey 12 years ago and it struck a chord. It’s been my mantra ever since.

I think the answer to this depends on where you consider to be unusual. I’ve written at work in my lunchbreak, on trains and planes, in the airport, on the beach and in cafes too. All felt normal to me.

to be continued….

Silently Watching As The Rose Moon Wanes

Disregarding the risks, the dark angel landed lightly in front of her mausoleum. The previous enchantment that had held her captive there had long since been lifted but she still scanned the area for magical wards as a precautionary measure.

“Careless, Son of Perran,” she muttered under her breath. “Very careless.”

Once inside the tomb, Anna wove a seal around the entrance to keep her safe from prying eyes. With a click of her fingers, she lit the wall sconces, the flames instantly creating some flickering light and dancing shadows. Looking round, she saw that all of her hiding places had been discovered and most of her possessions taken, with the exception of the few things strewn across the floor.

With a sigh that reeked of melancholy, the dark angel sat down on the stone bench seat and drew her cloak around her. After the events of the past few months, she needed time and peace to think. She had fed before returning to her home but knew that the remnants of her meal would soon be discovered, limiting her time for contemplation. It had been a tempting thought to make her victim a vampire to give her some company, but she lacked the energy to nurture a fledgling and the patience to train one. Instead, she had left the fisherman’s body floating face down in the small, isolated loch. His passing resemblance to Jem was what had attracted her to him, his blood satisfying her thirst.

Reaching into the folds of her cloak, Anna pulled out a purple leatherbound book and smiled to herself. She had hidden her grimoire inside herself when she had first been captured. One swift spell had prevented it from falling into Meryn’s meddlesome hands. Over the years, she had worked hard to enhance the spells that were recorded in her mother’s grimoire, creating her own strain of dark magic. Now though, she had no one to pass that knowledge on to… except for Luna.

Gifting the baby her mother’s spell book had been a risk, a necessary risk. Eventually little Luna would grow up and inherit Meryn’s grimoire, Trine’s if she had one plus her own. Assuming the little girl worked on her own grimoire too, it would make Luna the most powerful vampire with magic powers that the world had ever seen.

Now all she needed to do was figure out a way to be involved in the little girl’s education.

On the eve of the summer solstice, Meryn prepared to take her leave. She had stayed on at the beach hut after Michael had departed to help Trine and Jem reinforce the enchantments around their home. The three vampires had combined their powers and created wards in the surrounding area that would trigger if a vampire or any creature capable of magic came near. They had even gone as far as creating protective wards out in the river. As a result, the beach hut was as impenetrable as Stefan’s castle.

“Do you need to go?” asked Trine quietly. “We’ve room. You could stay here for the summer with us.”

“And who would keep an eye on your father if I stayed?” laughed Meryn, reaching out to hug the younger woman. “We already agree that you would all winter with me. Come for Samhain. There are some lessons for you to learn that will help you to teach Luna the arts.”

“You are not teaching our daughter magic,” stated Jem firmly. He was holding Luna balanced on his hip and the baby was reaching out to pull at his wings.

“Jeremiah,” began his mother just as firmly. “Your daughter has magic flowing through her veins. She needs to be taught how to master it before it controls her. Both you and Trine need to be taught how to teach her.”

“And if we refuse, mother?” he challenged.

“Then the little girl you are holding in your arms could grow up to be more dangerous and out of control than Anna.”

“But she’s a baby,” protested Trine.

“How do you think that doll fell off the shelf onto the floor yesterday? Or how did those soft play cubes find their way into her cot?” countered Meryn. “Luna is a natural witch and a natural vampire. The Cinque Famiglia bloodline is powerful. She’s already testing her powers. She can’t help it. Its instinctive to her.”

Both Jem and Trine turned to star at each other, both terrified by what they were hearing.

“I’ll see you in time for Samhain,” continued Meryn as she opened the door. “If you need me before then, send for me.”

Before either of them could reply, the older vampiress stepped outside, closing the door behind her.

A huge crow sat in the trees to the east of the beach hut. It was perched high up in the branches out of sight as it watched Meryn disappear into the night.

Silently Watching Under a Rose Moon

A huge crow sat in the trees to the east of the beach hut. It was perched high up among the branches out of sight.

The light summer evenings were Jem’s favourite time of year, but they also presented him with the biggest challenge. A lack of darkness made it difficult to hunt and to run undetected. As he stood in the doorway of the beach hut after the sun had set, he had a burning desire to do both.

They had been back at the beach hut for a couple of weeks and novelty of being able to come and go as he pleased again hadn’t worn off. If Stefan had been allowed to have his way, they would still be trapped back at the castle. He was grateful to his mother who had eventually intervened on their behalf and convinced Stefan to let them return home.

Behind him, Jem could hear Luna crying. She was teething and nothing was settling her for long. At almost nine months old, the baby was quite clingy to Trine making it hard for her to find time to hunt. Knowing how challenging things were for his mate made Jem feel a twinge of guilt about heading out for a few hours.

Drawing his wings about him, Jem transported himself up into the hills behind the village. He touched down lightly near a stand of pine trees, checked around him for any obvious signs of danger then set off along a forestry track at a fast pace. A run first then he would hunt.

Ever since his mother had injected him with her potion, his Rabbia Sanguigna had remained quiet. He hadn’t felt the urge to savour human blood for months. While they had been confined to the castle, she had insisted that he still take some every week but he hadn’t had any since they had returned home. In his heart, he hoped that her cure had worked, He had no stomach for taking any more human lives.

A few miles from where he had started his late-night run, Jem paused, sensing movement in the air. His eyes were drawn towards an old, abandoned bothy off to the right. Something about the semi-derelict building felt off. Curiosity got the better of common sense and he turned off the trail to investigate. When he reached the low crumbling building, he gently pushed the front door open. The wood was so split and rotten that Jem was afraid it would disintegrate if he used too much force.

Death and decay filled the building’s single room. Quickly, his eyes became accustomed to the dark and he spotted something lying awkwardly in corner beside the fireplace. It was a body, a male body. Its features were barely recognisable. Off to the side lay a large stone with dried blood and clumps of hair stuck to it. Whoever the man had been, he’d been beaten to death, his skull smashed to pulp by the rock. Taking a closer look, Jem recognised that the man was wearing a prison uniform, a Level Zero uniform. With a feeling of dread, he realised that he was looking at David, the prisoner who had escaped at the same time as Anna. Something was clutched in the corpse’s fist. Carefully, Jem pried open the decaying finger. Three feathers fluttered to the ground. Black feathers with purple tips…Anna’s.

“Fuck,” he muttered, slipping the feathers into his pocket.

Staring down at the dead vampire, Jem acknowledged that he couldn’t risk leaving him there. He couldn’t take him back to the beach hut. Somehow, he had to get him back to the castle.

“Mother,” he thought, focussing his mind on an image of Meryn. “Mother!”

“No need to shout, Jeremiah,” she scolded him, her voice crystal clear in his thoughts.

“I’ve found David. The missing prisoner. He’s dead.”

“Where?”

“In an abandoned bothy a few miles from the beach hut,” replied Jem silently. “He had some of Anna’s wing feathers in his hand. His skull has been smashed with a rock. I need to know what to do about the body. We can’t risk humans finding him here.”

“Stay there. I’ll send someone to fetch him,” instructed Meryn.

Unable to stomach the smell any longer, Jem stepped back outside, immediately taking a deep breath of fresh cool night air. Scanning the surrounding landscape, he wondered if Anna was out there somewhere watching him. All he could see was heather and gorse and long grass. There were no obvious hiding places for her. A chill ran through him at the simple thought that the dark angel had been this close to his home and his family.

A few minutes later, he sensed a movement nearby and seconds later Michael, accompanied by two Level Zero guards appeared round the side of the building.

“Jem,” greeted Michael calmly. “I got your message. Where is he?”

“Inside,” replied Jem, reluctant to go back into the bothy.

Michael signalled to the two guards to retrieve the body then turned back to Jem, “Tell me how you found him? You’re a long way from your beach house.”

“I transported myself here to run and to hunt. I usually do. When I reached here, something felt off. I saw the bothy. Went inside and he was just lying there,” explained Jem. Reaching into his pocket, he produced two of the three feathers. “These were in his hand.”

“Anna,” stated Michael as he took the feathers. “Have you seen or heard from her?”

Jem shook his head. “There’s been no sign of her. We’ve been extra vigilant.”

“Stefan’s going to want you back at the castle after this,” commented Michael. “He has a duty to protect your bloodline.”

“We’re staying here.”

“That might not be your choice to make, Jem.”

“I’m head of the Cinque Famiglia apparently so I say we’re staying here.”

“To be honest,” began Michael. “I’d feel the same. I’ll try to persuade Stefan to let you stay here. If there’s any suggestion that she’s here though you need to let us know immediately. I know she created you but she’s dangerous. Very dangerous and unpredictable.”

“I know.”

Behind them, the two guards emerged carrying a body bag between them.

“Master Michael,” began one of them. “The prisoner David has been drained of blood. If Anna killed him, I think she fed from him too.”

“Shit,” muttered Michael.

“If she fed from him, would that not make her ill?” questioned Jem, trying to recall the vampire history lessons Trine and Meryn had drummed into him.

“Not if she mated with him first,” replied Michael. “We need to get him back.”

“Of course,” nodded Jem. “If I see or hear from her, I’ll be in touch via my mother.”

“Be careful, Jem. No risks.”

“I hear you.”


After Michael and the guards left, Jem stood leaning against the stone cottage gazing out over the moorland. Knowing that the dark angel was out there somewhere was making him anxious. Why had she risked coming back here?

It was almost dawn by the time he returned to the beach hut. He had come upon several deer grazing near a patch of woodland and had fed from one before killing a second, draining its blood into the flasks he carried to help feed Luna. Raising a vampire baby was proving to be more complicated than raising his human children had been. The baby needed her mother’s milk and blood to thrive. It would be several years before they would be able to start teaching her how to hunt for herself. Until then, he needed to split the hunting duties with Trine.

When he entered the hut, he found Trine sitting by the wood burner with Luna cradled in her arms.

“I was beginning to get worried,” Trine confessed, an anxious furrow knitted into her brow. “I expected you back hours ago.”

“I went for a long run first,” replied Jem, deciding against mentioning finding the dead escaped prisoner. “Took me a while to find some deer too.”

He passed her the two flasks that he’d filled. “And how has our little princess been?”

“Grumpy,” stated Trine. “I think she’s teething. I can see the tooth just below her gums. Hopefully the blood will settle her for a few hours.”

“I could try to find something to help in one of the shops,” offered Jem. “I remember there was a gel that helped…” He faltered then added, “Before.”

“I’ll try anything,” admitted Trine wearily as she reached for his hand. “You miss them, don’t you?”

Jem nodded but remained silent.

“You can talk to me about your previous life, you know,” persisted Trine softly.

“I know,” he acknowledged, running his hand through his hair. “It’s easier not to. I’ll go and see if I can get something to help her gums. I’ll be back.”

“Be careful. It’s getting light outside. Maybe you should wait until tonight.”

“Perhaps,” he agreed.

“Go and rest. I’ll feed Luna and join you as soon as she’s asleep.”

Alone in the bedroom, Jem removed the feather from his pocket and lay on the bed twirling it round between his fingers. An uneasy feeling had settled over him and he couldn’t shift it. With a sigh, he opened the drawer in the bedside cabinet and slipped the feather under a book that he had been reading on and off for years then closed the drawer.

A tiny mouse squeezed under the door to the beach hut, pushing a pearly black, blue and white pebble ahead of it. With great determination, the small rodent guided the stone through the hut and down to Luna’s nursery where it managed to climb up and push the pebble under the mattress of her cot. Silently the mouse disappeared back the same way it had come.

In the week leading up to the full Rose moon, life settled into a gentle routine around the beach hut as Jem and Trine shared the chores and parenting duties. Luna’s tooth had popped through and as result she had been more even tempered. Their evenings and nights were busy; their days were spent sleeping or safely indoors out of sight of the dog walkers, runners and cyclists who formed a parade past the hut as they travelled along the narrow coastal path. With some guidance from Meryn, they placed a cloaking spell around the hut that made it look deserted to any casual observer. The spell also soundproofed their home and prevented Luna’s cries from attracting any unwanted attention.

For the first time since Luna’s naming day, they felt safe. So caught up was he in domestic bliss that Jem all but forgot about the feather he had hidden in the nightstand and the dark angel’s presence.

“Jem!”, called through Trine. “Did you bring in more logs yet?”

“No,” he called back from the bedroom.

“I asked you to do it this morning,” replied his mate sounding frustrated. “In fact, I asked you to do it yesterday too.”

“Trine,” stared Jem striding through to the living room. “You’ve not asked me to fetch logs. You sent me off in search of horse blood for Luna.”

“No, I never.”

A cold chill crept over Jem as he began to sense what was going on.

“Did you send me out to grab more nappies last night?”

“No!” retorted Trine sharply. “Why would I? We agreed I could hunt last night, and you’d stay with Luna.”

“Fuck!” roared Jem, running his hands through his hair. “I need to reach out to Meryn. Where’s Luna?”

“Napping downstairs in her cot. I just checked in on her.”

“Check on her again and bring her upstairs until my mother gets here,” instructed Jem firmly.

Without questioning him, Trine ran down the narrow staircase, her wing tips catching on the edge of each tread.

Focussing inwards, Jem reached out to connect telepathically with his mother. Initially he sensed her blocking charms, but he persisted, silently yelling her name.

“This better be important, Jeremiah!” Her voice reverberated through his mind.

“It is.  I need you here now. I think Anna’s been shapeshifting. She’s been in the house,” he revealed, trying to keep the rising panic out of his words. “Bring Michael with you.”

“Are you sure?”

“Positive. Bring Michael and hurry.”

Shortly before midnight, there was a rustling noise outside the beach hut followed by a sharp knock at the door. When he saw his mother and Michael outside, Jem let out a long sigh of relief. Within a few minutes they were all seated in the small living room with a glass of blood infused wine.

“Start from the beginning,” encouraged Meryn, reaching out to take her squirming granddaughter into her lap. “Don’t leave anything out.”

Avoiding Trine’s gaze, Jem explained about going for a run and finding David’s body with the purple tipped feathers clutched in his hand. Sheepishly, he confessed that he had kept one of the feathers.

“Why?” asked Trine quietly.

“I don’t know,” admitted Jem with a shrug of his shoulders.

“She’s his maker, Trine,” reminded Michael calmly. “There are blood ties that Jem can’t undo and emotions that he can’t help but feel.”

“Michael’s right,” added Meryn. “Do you still have the feather?”

Jem nodded.

“Good. We might need it,” stated Meryn. “Has anything gone missing or turned up unexpectedly in the house?”

“Nothing we’ve noticed,” replied Trine, looking round the room.

“What about in Luna’s nursery?”

“Come and check for yourself,” invited Trine, getting to her feet.

Still holding the baby, Meryn scanned the nursery using her highly tuned intuitive senses. Her attention was drawn to the baby’s cot.

“Jem, lift the mattress please,” she instructed, her senses twitching.

Having tossed the baby’s soft toys onto the floor, Jem pulled out the mattress and bedding. In the corner, balanced on the wooden slat sat a crystal that shimmered blue and green.

“Where did that come from?” he asked, looking at Trine. “Did you put it there?”

Trine shook her head as she reached through the bars of the cot and picked up the stone. “Labradorite?”

“Yes,” confirmed Meryn. “A good choice to be fair.”

“Was it meant to harm Luna?” demanded Jem sharply.

“No,” replied Meryn instantly. “My guess is that Anna wants to awaken Luna’s natural magic. Labradorite heightens intuition and encourages psychic development. It’s essentially a stone of protection. I don’t believe she means to harm Luna.”

“She wants to teach her,” whispered Trine a realisation creeping over her. “First the grimoire and now the crystal.”

“That would be my guess too,” agreed Meryn, looking round the room.

A book on the wooden wall mounted shelf caught her eye. It’s creamy coloured cover appeared to shimmer making it stand out from the story books around it.

“Michael,” began Meryn. “Can you bring me the cream-coloured book from the shelf, please? Second last one on the left.”

Reaching for it, Michael lifted the small leather-bound book down and examined it. He flicked through the pages then looked up, a puzzled expression on his face, “It’s blank. Nothing in it. “

“Yet,” added Meryn cryptically.

“Yet?” echoed Jem feeling totally confused about where the strange book had come from.

“It’s Luna’s grimoire, isn’t it?” asked Trine taking the book from Michael.

Meryn nodded.

A huge crow sat in the trees to the east of the beach hut. It was perched high up in the leaves out of sight as the full Rose moon shimmered casting a bright creamy trail across the river.