
Sometimes you need to pause, breathe deeply and look at life from a different perspective.

Sometimes you need to pause, breathe deeply and look at life from a different perspective.
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A couple of weeks ago, I posted on here about having agreed to take part in an Indie Author Meet & Greet event. As the big day drew nearer I was a nervous wreck about it all!
My Princess Paranoia head was in control and kept whispering doubts in my ear.
The three day event kicked off on the Friday. When I checked in to see what my fellow indie authors were posting, this triggered another round of sheer panic. I hadn’t prepared enough material!
Saturday afternoon was spent re-writing the entire plan and sourcing more accompanying photos.
On Sunday morning, mere hours before my scheduled slot, I was still tweaking….and then tweaking some more.
Four o’clock arrived and there was no going back. GULP!
After a minor technical glitch about posts with web links needing admin approval, I was off and running. The hour flew by!
I survived!!!
Celebratory prosecco was poured! (any excuse!)
One thing that did get revealed over the hour though was the cover design and publication date for Book Baby 3 and it dawned on me a short while ago that I hadn’t shared these on my blog…very remiss of me. Please accept my humble apologies, Silver Lake fans.
Bonded Souls, aka Book Baby 3 will be published on 15 April this year….nine weeks on Saturday!!!
I’ll be honest…it’s still being edited and proof read. I have my front cover (I’m quite proud of it. All my own work with minimal technical assistance from my rock fairy godmother) but the back cover is still in the planning stages. My Book Baby has a bare bum!
It’s all the wee finishing touches that take the time. The description for it on Amazon. The back cover blurb. I’ve not even thought about the author’s note yet. Nine weeks suddenly feels like nine minutes!
And how to launch it all? ….online party planning has begun. Watch this space! (must remember to put more prosecco in the fridge!)
This Sunday, I’m taking part in another online promo event. Well, really it’s Jake and Lori taking a guest slot at an online Character Takeover event. The nerves are building already…..eek!!!
If you’ve a spare hour on Sunday around 9pm UK time (1pm PST) please drop by and see if they say nice things about me.
Here’s the link to the event:
https://www.facebook.com/events/401206546879770/
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Music and sunlight fill the world. A gentle breeze wafts by. The taste of salt in the air. Warmth.
Then there’s silence as the song comes to an end….
The music’s temporarily replaced by the growl of an engine. The throaty grumble of an exhaust.
Sunlight glints off the chrome surround of the vehicle’s headlight.
As the next song begins….BANG!
Instant agony. Pain burning like fire. The feeling of flying through the air out of control. The bone crunching thud of hitting the ground. Screams. Mine? Engine roar. A screech. A crushing weight from above then nothing….. no noise; no music; only deafening silence and darkness.
Time moves on….
Dull fuzzy sounds. Distant noises. Muffled voices hovering around. A clinical smell. Telephones ringing far away. Numbness. A feeling of choking. Gagging on something. Panic! More voices.
A small stab of pain……the darkness returns.
Time moves on….
The darkness begins to recede. Shadows flicker through the grey haze. Silence. No voices. No telephones ringing. A stillness. An air of calm. Night?
A sense there’s someone there. Someone close by. A familiar scent in the air. A long, sad sigh at my side.
A hand over mine. It’s firm. It’s warm. The stroke of a thumb. Slow, gentle, movements. Fumbling fingers straighten my signet ring then spin the rings on my thumb. Is someone reading the inscriptions on them?
Bleep….bleep….bleep…bleep…….it continues…..on and on and on…
The alarm clock! The nightmare ends once more.
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Last weekend I signed up for an event then had a huge “EEK! What Have I done?” moment. (Well, words to that effect.)
So, what have I signed up for?…….
Takes a deep breath…drum roll please….
I’ve signed up to host an hour long slot in a Facebook event titled “Indie Author Meet & Greet”. This is a three day online event hosted by The Best Books, a small PR company based in the USA.
Having done the maths to work out the time difference, I’ve put my name down for the Sunday slot between 11am-12pm EST otherwise known as 4-5pm UK time.
Cue panic!
What to prepare? How do these things work? How many posts will I need to last the whole hour? What do I wear? (kidding!)
Before I knew it, my heart was pounding and the “inner voice of reason”, which sounds a bit like my mother, was saying, “Get a grip, girl!”
Over a cup of coffee, I plotted out the hour in ten minute time slots – six sections plus a final thank you bit just before the time is up.
Trying to remain positive and calm, I told myself, “You can do this.”
Now, we’re at Tuesday evening, less than three days later, and I’ve changed my mind at least a dozen times about how to schedule this!
I’ve attended a few promotional events online, commenting and entering “giveaways” in the past. Now, I’m wishing I’d paid more attention to how these events were structured.
The “inner voice of reason” is practically screaming at me to, “Chill. It’ll all work out fine.”
The “voice of self-doubt and paranoia” is whispering, “What if no one takes part? What if no one is interested?” GULP!
For now, the “inner voice of reason” is winning this battle of wills but that could change in the next hour….
I’ve written out a schedule I’m comfortable with….but that too could change in the next hour!
It’s going to be a LONG week!
For those of you out there who are familiar with my book babies, there will be big news on the Book Baby 3 front revealed during the meet and greet.
If you’ve time to spare on Sunday, please drop the event and check out my slot. Moral support most definitely required!
If you’ve time to spare over the course of the whole weekend, please dip in and out of the event and lend your support to my fellow Indie Authors.
Me? An Indie Author?….three years ago who would have thought it….
Wish me luck, folks!

The link to the event is below –

I had a blog post written in my head and then I arrived home….
The Big Green Gummi Bear was in the midst of fixing our electric garage door. It had been sticking, so he was working “man magic” to ensure it runs smoothly.
For what felt like forever, he made it go up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down… In reality, this went on for about thirty or forty minutes. In reality, in the grand scheme of things, it’s not even a loud noise.
Indoors, I was slowly feeling my blood begin to boil as the incessant noise droned on and on and on and on…. I had my iPod playing reasonably loudly in the kitchen, filling the room with my preferred hard rock music (Disturbed on this occasion, in case you were curious) but my “bat hearing” was still detecting the drone of the garage door motor. In my head, it was drowning out all other more pleasing sounds.
There was no point in complaining to the BGGB or of saying anything to him when he finally stopped and came indoors. The issue here is mine and it’s literally all in my head.
Certain noises can quietly drive me almost insane if they go on long enough.

There’s a few everyday culprits on the list :- the sound of the vacuum cleaner (worse if someone else is driving it), the kitchen extractor fan, hairdryers, certain types of music (think hard house nation, boom boom boom stuff, clubland mixes) some strong accents and the BGGB’s snoring and rattling breathing while he’s asleep.
There are probably a few more but I’m sure you’ve got the hint. Perhaps you’re even nodding in agreement.
I had always assumed it was me being intolerant even though I am a patient person by nature but then I stumbled across an article about noise and discovered that this reaction to noise had a name.
Misophonia.
It literally translates into “hatred of sound” and is a recognised neurological disorder. It is also very common, more so among women, and is easy to cope with day to day in its mildest forms.
Now I don’t truly believe that I am any more sensitive to sounds than most people (perhaps I am, who knows!) but, as I’ve listed, there are certain trigger sounds that get on my very worst nerve!
The reaction they can trigger varies from mild irritation to annoyance to anger. From the research I’ve read, in its severest forms, Misphonia can trigger violent rages in sufferers. (The BGGB should be thankful that his “sleeping noises” don’t trigger such an extreme response and that all he usually endures is a poke to the ribs!) Other sufferers can experience anxiety and panic attacks triggered by everyday noises. As you can imagine, this has a detrimental effect on their quality of life.
If “eating noises” are a trigger, one of the most common recognised triggers, then life can quickly become quite restricted.
Doctors aren’t sure what causes Misophonia but have determined that its not linked to a person’s hearing or ears. Research so far has shown that it is part mental and part physical. The mental impact of the sound triggers a negative physical response eg anger. There is no known cure either at present.
For now, sufferers have to learn to live with the condition or develop their own coping strategies. CBT and hypnosis have been found to provide relief of the symptoms in some people.
For me, the answer is usually to drown the noise out with another more pleasing sound (cue louder rock music- sorry neighbours) or, where possible, to turn it off. (To be honest, I’d rather a cooking smell filled kitchen than have to endure the torture of the extractor fan over the cooker- fact!)
Sadly, most sufferers have to just grin and bear it and pray their trigger sound stops before their temper snaps.
Now that I’ve got you thinking….what noises get under your skin?
For more information on Misophonia visit www.misophonia-uk.org
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A thought struck me this morning at 7:51am to be precise.
I’d been awake for two hours and one minute at this point.
It struck me how controlled by time life is.
My alarm clock had gone off at 5:50am as it does every “school” day. I had to be in the bathroom by 6:10am so that I would be out again, clean and shining, by 6:30am to waken Girl Child. (OK, the lure of the hot water jet kept me in there a few extra minutes this morning and I wakened her at 6:40am) Boy Child had to be up at 7:15am to give him time to shower before dashing off to uni.
In order to get to the “salt mine” via the school and allowing for traffic I had to leave by 8:20am.
Even before I reached my desk, three hours of my day had been controlled by the clock.
It goes without really saying that the following eight and a half hours were strictly controlled by the clock as I moved from meetings to audios, a brief thirty minute break for a lunchtime coffee, then more audios and meetings…..sigh…..
Even my evening so far is timebound as I endeavour to ensure that dinner is ready at the right time then, in due course, that someone picks up Girl Child from work at 9:15pm.
When did our lives become so controlled by time?
I remember as a little girl saving up my pocket money to buy a red Snoopy watch. “Why?” I’m now asking myself….
Life’s been timebound ever since!
What would life be like if we weren’t controlled by clocks?
Would it be more relaxed and less stressful?
Could we live our lives keeping track of the time using the sun like our ancestors did?
Would we be healthier if we followed this more natural rhythm? Would we only eat when our bodies were actually hungry rather than being driven by “it’s one o’clock I must stop for lunch”?
I realise that, in a practical sense, we need time constraints and appointment times but what if over the weekend we stopped checking up on the time and just went with the flow?
A thought to ponder on…..however the clock’s telling me that my dinner is ready and it’s time to eat!
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I’m not one for making New Year’s resolutions but, over the past few years, I have set myself a creative challenge or goal for the coming year.
The only problem with the goals that I’ve set for the past three years is that they have been ongoing. These creative goals have so far resulted in two blog pages, two (almost three) book babies and a new rock star Instagram/Twitter fan page. My “free” time is diminishing rapidly!
This year, for the sake of my sanity, I’m going to keep it simple.
Completing, editing and publishing Book Baby 3, aka Bonded Souls, is my primary goal but, if all goes to plan, it should be accomplished by Spring.
That leaves me eight or nine months to fill…..drums fingers as she thinks…..takes a deep breath.
My second goal is to write the first draft of a new novel by the end of the year. GULP!
Now, before fans of a certain Jake Power get their hopes up, it won’t be a Silver Lake book. Also for the sake of my sanity, I need a break from all things Silver Lake however……I’m not ruling out an overlap between the new novel and some of the characters from the Silver Lake tales. I’ve a couple of ideas floating around so we’ll see where they lead to.
On the Book Baby 3 front, editing and proofreading is underway and I’ve started my battle of wills with Photoshop, as I work on the cover design. I’m not quite ready to reveal it to the world just yet but let’s just say my book baby is no longer totally naked.
Well, the clock’s ticking, so, if I’m to meet these goals, I’d better get cracking.
What are your goals or challenges or resolutions for 2017?
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As she stepped down from the wagon, a wave of panic engulfed Amber. Where was she going to go? What if Jem didn’t want to see her? How was she going to even find him?
Taking a deep breath and clutching her sleeping son close to her chest, she slipped across the bustling courtyard into the dark shadows. For a few minutes, she watched as the wagons were unloaded and the goods carried into the storage cellars and the stable block. A door opened and a young kitchen maid came out carrying a tray of beer mugs. The aroma of food wafted across the courtyard over her hiding place in the shadows, reminding the fairy/elf of just how hungry she was. Dare she risk simply walking into the castle kitchen?
While she deliberated, the maid disappeared back inside, closing the door behind her.
If she stayed in the shadows she reasoned that she could reach the sanctuary of the stable block unseen and hide in the hay loft until she could work out a better plan. At least amongst the sweet hay, both her and the baby would be warm and dry.
Silently Amber slipped along the wall through the darkness towards the dim light of the stable block.
“Mistress Morag!” called Jem as he came charging into the kitchen, clutching his daughter to his chest. “Where is she?”
“Where’s who, sir?” asked Urquhart’s sister as she turned to face the prince. “Who are you looking for? And why isn’t this little princess tucked up asleep in her cradle?”
“Amber,” stated Jem as if it were obvious who he was seeking. “I saw her from the nursery window. She was in the courtyard. She’s here!”
“Well, no one’s come in here, sir!” retorted Morag sharply.
Without another word, the prince marched across the kitchen towards the door. The cool night air hit him as he stepped out into the courtyard, leaving the warmth of the castle kitchen behind him. For a few moments he stood watching the hustle and bustle around the wagons as they were re-loaded for the return journey through the portal.
“Where is she?” he whispered softly to his baby daughter who was snuggled into his shoulder. “Where’s your mama?”
If it was him, where would he have gone? Where would he hide?
The sweet smell of the straw mixed with the pungent aroma of horse as Jem and the baby entered the stables. One of the horses whinnied as the prince passed its stall. In his arms the baby began to squirm and fret. She let out a pitiful wail that echoed round the vast space. There was a rustling noise in the hay loft above them.
“Amber?” called out Jem softly. “Are you up there?”
Silence.
After what seemed like an eternity, he heard another rustling noise accompanied by a few creaks from the wooden rafters.
“Jem? Is that you?”
His heart swelled as he heard her beautiful musical voice. It was a voice that he hadn’t dared hope he would hear ever again.
“Yes it’s me,” he replied, his voice suddenly thick and hoarse with emotion. “Come down. Please.”
Keeping his gaze on the ladder, the prince waited with bated breath until he saw her soft leather boots step onto the top rung. With her back to him, the fairy/elf slowly descended the ladder. He worn leggings rode up exposing her ankles, both of which were red raw, chaffed from the chains from her tree prison cell. The tips of her wings poked out from below her travelling cloak, the flickering light from the lanterns causing them to shimmer softly. He long auburn hair hung limp and loose down her back. He could tell she was thin and frail, despite the cloak.
As she reached the bottom rung, he took a step towards her.
Stepping down onto the dry dirt floor, Amber paused before turning around. Her travelling cloak was still drawn around her, shielding the makeshift sling that cradled her baby son. Taking a dep breath, she turned to face Jem. The night had Urquhart had tried to reverse the witch’s spell, she had collapsed before she had seen whether the wizard’s magic had been strong enough to succeed against the dark curse.
Amber found herself face to face with the tall handsome prince she had admired at court over a year before; the tall prince she had bedded in this very stable. His hair was covering part of his face but the wizened imp was gone. Seeing him standing there with their baby daughter in her arms was too much for Amber. Tears flowed silently down her pale cheeks.
Seeing her emotions crumbling, Jem stepped forward and put his weaker arm around her.
“No tears, Amber. You’re safe now,” he assured her warmly. “This little princess has been missing her mama.”
The baby was reaching out towards her mother, instinct telling her that this was someone she needed in her life.
With a smile, Amber drew back her cloak to reveal the sleeping baby underneath. Jem’s eyes were wide in surprise.
“And this little prince has been missing his father and his sister.”
Rendered speechless, Jem felt tears fill his own eyes as he gazed down at the sleeping baby. He marvelled at his pale blonde hair. He smiled when he saw the tiny elf ears.
“My son?” he breathed softly. “Twins? I never guessed.”
“I never knew,” confessed Amber as she reached out to take her daughter’s tiny outstretched hand. “My grandmother wouldn’t let me keep them both. She only reluctantly allowed him to stay as all he can stomach is my milk.”
She swayed slightly on her feet as fatigue took over.
“Let’s get you indoors,” suggested Jem, concerned at how frail and tired she looked. “Get you some supper. Get you warm. Artie and Morag are going to be thrilled to hear that you’re home.”
“Home?” she echoed with a wistful smile. “You’ve no idea how good that sounds.”
Her unannounced arrival caused quite a commotion in the palace kitchen. Eyes brimming with tears of joy and relief, Morag fussed over Amber and the sleeping prince. Before she became completely overwhelmed, Jem intervened and asked that some supper be brought up to the nursery. Without further ado he guided his family out of the kitchen leaving Morag issuing orders to the maid.
The nursery was warm and a welcoming log fire burned brightly in the hearth. Carefully Amber loosened the bindings on her makeshift sling and lifted her son out. The movement disturbed the baby, rousing him from his magic induced slumber.
“May I?” asked Jem, anxious to hold his tiny son.
“Swap,” said Amber with a smile. “I’ve missed her so much. You’ve no idea how hard it was to let her go.”
By the time Morag brought a tray into the nursery with their supper laid out on it, both Jem and Amber were sitting beside the fire cradling a sleepy baby.
“Why don’t you put those two into the cradle together and eat this while its hot,” suggested the older woman warmly. “They need to bond too.”
“Morag’s right,” agreed Amber. “There’s a strong bond between them. A telepathic bond.”
“Pardon?”
Quickly she explained about probing her son’s mind and seeing visions of his sister in her crib.
“That explains a lot,” admitted Jem, recalling his own restless nights with a fretful baby. “Did you give them names? I’ve avoided naming our little princess until I could see you again.”
“I had two names in mind but I never named our son either. I was too scared to. Frightened that my grandmother would go back on her word and take him away too.”
“What names?”
“Jade and Jasper,” she whispered, scared to voice the names out loud in case it brought more ill luck tumbling down on them.
“I’d chosen Jade too,” confessed Jem with a smile. “Jasper I like. Suits him.”
While Morag busied herself setting out their meal on the table, they settled the twins in the cradle. Immediately the babies reached out for each other and lay side by side facing each other, babbling away.
“Now, how about you tell me what happened to you,” suggested Jem quietly, anxious to hear her tale. “And about how you managed to escape.”
Over supper Amber recounted her story, explaining about the twins birth, her tree top prison, the visits from Blain and the plan to ship her off to the elves to be dealt with. She shed fresh tears as she told Jem of the risks Blain had taken to help her escape then she wept for the homeland she could never return to.
“Sh, Amber, you’re safe now,” he soothed. “You’re home.”
Slamming her glass down on the table, Greta declared, “One of us needs to go back! We need that ruby.”
“Well, Karina can’t go,” retorted Isabella sharply.
“True. Look at the mess she’s already caused,” muttered Greta glowering at her sister. “Isabella, it needs to be you.”
“Why not you, sister dearest?”
“Because I need to remain here to keep an eye on our darling delinquent sister and to continue the search for the fourth stone,” stated Greta bluntly. “It needs to be you who fetches the ruby.”
“And how do you propose I do that?”
The three sisters sat in silence pondering the question. The minutes ticked by as they stared at each other.
“You’ll simply have to steal it,” said Karina eventually. “They’ll be on the lookout for one of us. But you’ll have to deal with that wizard first.”
Reluctantly Isabella nodded.
Three days had passed since Amber and Jasper had arrived at the palace. At Jem’s insistence, they had been left alone to bond as a family and for Amber to begin to recover from her ordeal. He’d had the castle medic treat the wounds to her ankles and had then ordered her to rest.
“Enough is enough!” declared Urquhart sourly as he barged in on their breakfast. “We need to put our heads together. We need to get to work. Something tells me that those witches will make another attempt to recover the ruby before the next full moon.”
“What makes you so sure?” quizzed Amber softly.
“My right big toe has been buzzing for a week. A sure sign of impending danger.”
“If you say so, Artie,” said Jem stifling a laugh. “What do you need us to do to help?”
“Read,” stated he boy wizard. “We need to find the legend or song or verse that tells them what stone they need as well as your father’s ruby, the emerald and the sapphire. We also need to find it before they do.”
“Logic says it will be a diamond,” said Amber calmly. “I’d start with the dwarf chronicles.”
“Why?” asked Jem curiously. “Dwarfish literature is simply awful to read. So dull and monotonous.”
“Dwarves mine diamonds,” said Urquhart. He paused for a moment, “But they also mine rubies, emeralds and sapphires in one particularly rich region. We need to find some southern dwarfish books.”
“Do you have any?” asked Amber hopefully.
“No.”
“Did my mother?” asked Jem remembering that one of her vast collection had already proved to be invaluable.
“I have no idea,” sighed the wizard. “Do you still have the key to her chamber or do I need to speak to your father?”
“I still have it. Let me finished eating then I’ll help you to look,” replied the prince. “What would a southern dwarfish book look like?”
“Ornate, if it was given as a gift to the queen. Very ornate,” stated the wizard, “But small.”
“I think I know the very book,” mused Jem.
High up in the mountain keep, the three witches gathered at the entrance. With a click of her fingers, Isabella transformed herself into a snowy white owl. Silently, her sisters watched as she spread her wings and flew from the keep.
I find it hard to believe but it has been three years since I started this blog.
I remember the fear and trepidation that I felt as I pressed “publish” on that very first post as if it were yesterday.
I largely started this blog to overcome my fear of people reading what I write and I think I’ve perhaps finally conquered it. (I still get a flutter of nerves in the pit of my stomach as I hit “publish”)
Three years down the line I’ve kept up with my weekly blog posts on here, created a sister music blog, The 525 To Glasgow, written and published two book babies with a third due in the Spring. Add in the various short stories that have appeared on this page and, I think you’ll agree, it’s been a busy three years.
I couldn’t have done it without you.
It’s the love and support of each and every one of you that has kept me searching for rainbows and chasing my dreams so thank you.
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As regular followers of my ramblings will know, I’m knee deep in Book Baby 3. The first draft is almost typed up (technically it’s the second as the first is the handwritten one) The proof reading and editing and revising are underway once more (huge thanks to my Infamous Five- couldn’t do it without you guys.)
All going according to plan, Book Baby 3 aka Bonded Souls will be launched in Spring 2017.
As a little pre-Christmas treat, I thought I’d share a short excerpt with you.
Sorry, no spoilers. No plot give away. No hints of things to come other than the obvious one (well, its obvious if you’ve read the first two books in the Silver Lake series.)
I’d also like to take a moment to thank each and every one of you for your support and kind words this year. It really makes all the hard work worthwhile.
Have a wonderful Christmas when it comes and may all your dreams come true in 2017.
Coral x
A little snatch of Bonded Souls, book 3 in the Silver Lake Series
Despite all the touring and travelling, Jake lay wide awake in the strange bed in his sister’s guest room. A glance at his phone informed him it was after midnight; his internal body clock has long since surrendered and given up trying to determine the time of day. He could hear one of his nephew’s snoring in the room next door. Reaching for his phone, Jake re-read his last message from Lori. “Sweet dreams, rock star. Love you L x”
With a smile, he laid the phone back down on the night stand. Only a few short hours until he would be reunited with her. After having Lori with him for two full weeks on tour, the last couple of days had felt empty without her presence. The final two shows of the tour had been incredible. In Zurich, the Swiss fans had filled the concert hall, but seemed more reserved than the other European fans had been. When they had reached Rome the following day for the final show, the Italian fans’ passion had blown the band away. All of them agreed that they had never heard such a loud crowd. The atmosphere in the venue had been amazing and Jake was genuinely sorry that Lori had missed it and the end of tour party that had followed.
His mind wandered to thoughts of the wedding and he ran through the music he had in mind plus his plans for a romantic dinner on Saturday evening. He had already booked a table at Lori’s favourite Italian restaurant and requested that her favourite champagne be waiting on them.
“The ring!” he suddenly thought. Where had he put it? Just as panic was about to sweep in, he remembered that Lori had both their rings.
Earlier in the day he had received messages from both his brothers and his dad promising to be in New York on Saturday. Knowing that his family were going to be there made him feel more than a little anxious. Although he had gone a long way to restoring relations with them, Jake still felt stressed at the thought of them all being together. He also felt guilty, knowing that Lori had no immediate family to invite.
With his mind still racing and no sign of sleep in sight, Jake slipped out of bed and crept quietly down to the kitchen to fetch himself a warm drink. His mother had always sworn that warm milk helped you to sleep. Trying not to make too much noise, Jake filled a mug with milk and popped it into the microwave to heat through. As the timer “pinged” a few seconds later, he heard the kitchen door open behind him and turned around to see Lucy standing there in her fleecy Pooh Bear pyjamas.
“Oh, it’s you,” she mumbled sleepily. “I thought it was one of the boys prowling.”
“Sorry,” apologised Jake, taking the mug from the microwave. “I didn’t mean to wake you.”
“Warm milk?”
He nodded as he took a seat at the table. “Can’t sleep and Mom always swore by it.”
“Yeah, she did,” sighed Lucy, fetching herself a clean mug from the dishwasher. “Mind if I join you?”
“Not at all,” replied Jake, sipping his milk. “Feels kind of weird being here. It’s like I’ve stepped into another life.”
“Not enough partying?” teased Lucy as she sat down opposite him. “I would’ve thought after the last month that you’d be glad to be able to relax for a while.”
“I am,” began Jake. “But it takes a few days to adjust after a tour. Plus, I’ve a wedding on my mind.”
“Nervous, big brother?”
“A bit,” he confessed, sounding almost shy. “I was lying in bed thinking about everything. Thinking about family. Stressing a bit.”
“And wishing mom was here to keep those guys under control,” finished Lucy quietly.
Silently, Jake nodded.
They sat drinking their milk for a few minutes, both of them lost in their own memories.
“I wish she’d met Lori,” said Jake, staring down into his empty mug. “Wish she’d seen the band come together. Wish she’d seen us play a show. Seen me get my act together.”
Reaching out to touch his hand, Lucy said, “I like to think she’s keeping an eye on us all. Sometimes I can hear her in my head. Hear her approval or disapproval. I know in my heart that she would be proud of you. Mom would’ve adored Lori. In a lot of ways, they are very alike.”
With a wistful smile, Jake nodded, “I still hear her too. Usually it’s when I’m writing late at night. I can almost smell her Chanel perfume as I hear her say to keep working on it. Hear her tell me when it’s time to call it a day and get to bed.”
“Speaking of bed,” yawned Lucy, getting to her feet. “I’m going back to mine. We need to be up early to get everything packed in the car. I’ve no idea where we are putting all your gear!”
“Sweet dreams,” said Jake with a yawn as he watched her head out the door and down the hall.
If you’ve missed the first two books in the Silver Lake Series, you’ve still. time to catch up before Bonded Souls is launched. The Amazon links to the books one and two are below:
Stronger Within https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B00VXDSC1M
Impossible Depths https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B01C0GS30K
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